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Home Visit

You passed the limits
of my knowledge with your
most recent diagnosis, pills and prods
now the specialist’s domain. I hold
your hand and listen. My stethoscope
curls in my pocket, dormant
as a sleeping cat.

Your husband calls me
by my first name here, heralding
a new intimacy. He offers me a whisky.
I settle on a soft drink. You both say
you’re honored I came. Such a strong
word for how little I can do.

You tell me about
the new drug you’re taking.
I know you have little time. I won’t
be back again. But there is hope
in your clear blue eyes,
so I let it lie there.

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Lynette Lamp has practiced family medicine in northeast Iowa and southeast Minnesota since 1995. Her poems, essays and stories reflect her commitment to the patients she supports in her rural Midwest community.

About the Poem

“As I get older, I often think about what I have been told is ‘the burden of knowledge’ of the caregiver. I remember all those stories I have listened to throughout the years, all the patients who have touched my life, and I am overwhelmed with gratitude. Listening has not been a burden. It has been a privilege.”

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5 thoughts on “Home Visit”

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    Hope…always wanting to hold on to that string. Sometimes it works sometimes it’s slippery. Thank you for sharing Dr. Lamp.

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    Glenn Lippman MD

    Your words capture the essence of being a physician (or any number of other Healthcare professionals)…listening, being kind, giving hope — all through your quietly being present.
    What a blessing this essay is for me.

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