Notes From the Pain Committee Meeting
Pam Kress-Dunn ~ She was always my favorite nurse, her smile genuine as I took my place at the table, my role to supply the research and stats they might need on the floor, or in preop. The chronic migraine I brought along was my little secret, my inside joke every time the talk turned to pain scales and nerve blocks, the bright lights and overheads nothing I couldn’t live through. Her quiet story began and I sat up straight, stricken with a thunderclap only I could hear. Sometimes, she told us, people wake up before the anesthetic wears off. They can’t move, can’t talk, can’t even open their eyes to show me their fear. Somehow, she knows.