Either nothing
or leukemia or nothing or
multiple myeloma or nothing
a tumor, the long needle, the shattered
bone, the blood cell count, the EKG, the EEG,
nothing, the cyst, the rash, the clot, the scream, the sigh,
the “let’s just be sure,” the “let’s rule it out,” the “this may pinch
just a little bit,” the nothing of nothing, the “would you like to speak
with the doctor?” the “we’ll see you again in a week,” the nothing of waiting,
the nothing of knowing, the nothing-nothing of scraping and cutting,
of “inconclusive” and “suspicious,” the nothing of referrals
six months in the future, of “let’s just try one more thing,
shall we? Shall we? Are you available? Are you?”
Home Visit
Lynette Lamp March 27, 2026
11 thoughts on “Biopsy”
Both the structure and content of your piece conveyed perfectly the diagnostic process from a patient’s perspective; you also managed to include some of the clinician’s anxiety as well, which can mirror that of the patient. I have a brother going through similar concerns at the moment, and this reminds me that the greatest assistance I can render to him as a physician-sibling is to listen. Thank you for sharing this writing with all of us.
Thank you so much for reading and for your heartfelt perspective. Much appreciated.
Yes, thank you. How perfectly this captures the sorry state of our healthcare system, which makes it so hard for caregivers to stay present with and accompany those who need care, does not prioritize the value of ongoing relationships, which are so precious at times of illness or injury. Relationships just don’t monetize well. We all deserve better.
A friend is going through this
So uncertain, that shifting ground
Very well written.
You perfectly expressed my own experiences. Thank you and the author to putting words to the emotions.
Glenn,
I very much appreciate your response. Thank you.
Peggy,
Thank you for reading and for your insights.
Been there. No; AM there…
It seems as if it lasts forever, doesn’t it?
Beautiful and so chillingly true. Captures the emotions of uncertainty, waiting, hoping—and the feeling of being passed around from specialist to specialist. Thank you.
Cortney,
How lovely to see your name here. Thanks so much for reading!