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On Attempting Containment

R said when he heard the words
aggressive prostate cancer,
he heard location, containment, intruder
confined within hard boundaries,
not parsing each loaded syllable
as its own explosive detail
capable of spreading.

How the mind handles news
that strikes like a cluster bomb,
how it compartmentalizes the sharp
language, keeps it fenced in
with razor wire.

But eventually the words jump the fence,
knock against each other laughing
and puffing their chests
like supervillains, cracking
the blue sky with their fists,
air suddenly thick
with everything wrong.

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After a long career as a psychologist, Debbie Hall returned to graduate school and earned an MFA in writing (2017) from Pacific University in Forest Grove, OR. Her poetry has been published in Gyroscope Review, Hawaii Pacific Review, Arlington Literary Journal, Pulse and many other literary journals and anthologies. She is the author of What Light I Have (2018, Main Street Rag Books) and an award-winning chapbook, Falling into the River (2020, The Poetry Box). Her first book of poetry and wildlife photography for children, In the Jaguar’s House, was released in 2022 by The Poetry Box.

About the Poem

“This poem was written after reflecting on a conversation with a close friend who had just been diagnosed with prostate cancer. My own experience with my partner’s two episodes with (breast) cancer certainly figured in here as well, particularly the way in which we process the initial diagnostic information both cognitively and emotionally.”

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6 thoughts on “On Attempting Containment”

  1. Louis Verardo, MD, FAAFP

    Ms. Hall, I read your piece after talking to a friend about his recent visit to the oncologist. What you so eloquently describe in your poem was the look I saw on his face as he tried to process the implications of receiving a cancer diagnosis.

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