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Three Needles

First the catheter, slimmest filament,
slid in by expert hands

The next needle delivers
a pillowy somnolence
your russet-furred rabbit face falling
gently into my cradling palm

Then the final dose,
doctor calculated for your now boney, bunny frame
all that is left of your once explosive
haunches and exclamation-point ears

The wait–
Watching the breathing

the breath
the
…breath
the……

Steel disk pressed to your chest,
–the doctor listens long
and hard, making sure there is not

just one more beat
of your once racing
heart

before she lifts her eyes to mine,
and nods.

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Jane Desmond is a specialist in human-animal relations, medical anthropology, and the bioethics of veterinary medicine. Specifically, she studies the correspondences and differences between medicine for humans and medicine for non-human animals. In 2023-2024 she was a fellow in bioethics through Harvard Medical School. Currently, she heads the Human-Animal Studies@Illinois Initiative through the Center for Advanced Study at the University of Illinois and serves as professor of anthropology in the college of liberal arts and affiliate professor of veterinary medicine at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign.

About the Poem

“Death and dying is among the most challenging parts of medical care, and an aspect of care that crosses the species divide. While veterinarians may have the option of offering a ‘good death,’ when end of life suffering is unavoidable, doctors for human patients face a more complex legal and moral context as they strive to provide palliative care sufficient for their patients’ needs. This poem details the procedure of providing a ‘good death’ from the perspective of the human caring for her non-human companion, a pet rabbit. Although focused on animal death, it implicitly invites us to consider the human dimensions of end-of-life care while grappling with the differences between medicine for humans and medical care for non-human animals.”

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3 thoughts on “Three Needles”

  1. Thank you for putting the experience so many have shared into such poetic words. I wish people could slip so peacefully away, while held in caring arms.

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