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The Healer

Just beyond the parking lot,
my husband chases
our daughter through
the trails of the Rouge Valley,
as they await a break between
my cases—to visit the “hopstipal”
where she was born, where
I still work on weekends.

And when, after countless
false starts, I am able
to receive them in the lobby,
she anoints my cheeks
with petrichor kisses,
carrying a healing garden
in her hair; curls ensnared
with golden mullein flowers,
bursts of jewelweed, beads
of purple clover and
a lacy veil of yarrow.

She replaces the pager
in my fist with heaps
of wood sorrel from her
pockets, until my palms—
now open—overflow with
heart-shaped leaves.

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Lori-Anne Noyahr is a physician and poet. She grew up in Scarborough—one of Canada’s most diverse communities—where she now practices anesthesiology and narrative medicine. Her work explores themes of family, community and health. Her poetry has appeared in various media including Ars Medica, Auscultation: A Health and Humanities Podcast, Ricepaper, Poetry Pause and Adventitious Sounds: A chapbook for medical practitioners, learners and poets.

About the Poem

“This is a poem about motherhood in medicine, the balance between caring for others and one’s personal relationships, and the tension between the sterile setting of the hospital and the natural world. ‘Hopstipal’ is how my four-year-old daughter pronounced the word.”

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7 thoughts on “The Healer”

  1. I can just see the scene so clearly, smell the smells, hear that height piping voice saying ’mama, mama, look!’ So evocative Lori-Anne. I don’t know you were a poet. Send me more links please.

  2. Ashvin Sangoram

    Beautiful imagery of replacing the mechanized world (pager) with the natural (sorrel) and what emerges is love!
    Thank you for sharing this!

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