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Please Stand Clear

I catch the train home after a night shift
my tired eyes take in the harbor view
a child chirps announcements in my ear
sweet mimicry doors closing please stand clear
last night a woman died or tried at least
her heart a panicked quivering hummingbird
beating frail wings against its bony cage
we shocked her once then twice my trembling finger
on the button charging please stand clear
her body in the bed jumped like a fish
we pushed adrenaline into her veins
pumped her unmoving chest blue gloves sweat-slicked
stuck to my shaking skin
                                             the sea and sky
are sapphire the harbor sun is bright
a child sings too hot to sleep today

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After growing up in Sydney, Sophie Collins left the big city behind to practice emergency and rural generalist medicine in the often challenging, always complex, infinitely rewarding hospitals and clinics of Central Australia. “My medicine is motivated by health equity and social emergency care. My writing is inspired by the rhythms and pattern-magic of human relationships, desert rivers and cardiorespiratory physiology.”

About the Poem

“The morning after my first resuscitation, I caught a summer train full of singing children. The contrast between the horrors of night shift and the ordinary moments of sunny-day joy is always a tricky one.”

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4 thoughts on “Please Stand Clear”

  1. Sarah Henderson

    Wonderful imagery evoked by matching timbres of phrases. Moved me to tears and drew me back to work despite being in the middle of a very long holiday. Thank you.

  2. Linda Tennyson

    I echo what Katherine and Pris have said. Great imagery and use of “all clear”
    Very powerful poem.

  3. Beautiful poem. I especially like the way “stand clear” on the train echoes “Clear” during resuscitation, and the beauty of the nature around you after an awful night. Well done!

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