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What Don’t I Know that I Know?

She arrives in a flurry of fabric and frills, whisking her mask away as she gazes out the window. “Oh, I’m not wearing this. I can’t breathe.”

My registrar and I share a brief glance through our goggles, over our N95s. She huffs onto the bed.

“And what is it that brings you here?”

“Oh, it’s too tedious to go over that again. What are you doing today?”

“We’ve been asked to do a nerve conduction study of your arms and hands to assess for neuropathy and carpal tunnel syndrome.”

“Actually, I have symptoms all over.”

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The Guest House

Rumi had it right in his poem that begins “This being human is a guest house / Every morning a new arrival.” I hope that my medical practice is a guest house and I its welcoming host, offering all that’s at my disposal to fulfill the needs of my guests: the distant, noble intention of a younger self; the years of study; the slow distilling of long hours of experience; hopeful trials, shamefaced errors; the battering by the inexorability of death.

“And how can I help you today?” I ask this morning’s first “guest.”

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Hot Start: Emergency Medicine Residency

“If I had known it would be like this, I never would have come here,” said my 90-year-old patient with chest pain, sitting in the EMS gurney awaiting triage. All around are beds, lining the wall, with elderly, demented patients moaning.

A younger man in handcuffs flanked by sheriff’s deputies stares me down, and the officers give me an inquisitive look, as if to say, “Is anyone going to help us?” I tell them that a doctor will see him when we get a chance. One of the officers rolls his eyes.

I turn

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Midnight on the Psych Ward

In June 2013, my life was upended by a psychotic break after several months of chaotic and progressively disabling thoughts and behaviors. Then, on Father’s Day in the early morning, I became acutely manic, convinced I was going to solve the problem of the exorbitant cost of undergraduate education. Instead of sleeping, I wrote frantically in a notebook, filling the pages with my thoughts and plans for saving humanity. Meanwhile, I also became convinced that my upcoming presentation for my Master’s in Health Professions Education should be the first and in fact only presentation at that day’s Convocation Seminar. At

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The Changing World of Nursing

I started my nursing career in 1977 after graduating from an excellent NYU nursing program. I moved upstate to work in a community hospital’s Cardiac Care Unit.

It was wonderful to care for a manageable number of patients who were afflicted with a variety of cardiac conditions. At that time, nurses were allowed to insert IVs and NG tubes, manage various medicated drips, and follow standing orders in emergent situations. Every patient was visited by their own family doctor who was committed and passionate about their patient’s care.

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Shepherding

In 1983, I published my first essay, and not long ago, I reached my “1,000 career bylines” goal. As a totally blind person, I couldn’t have done any of this without Braille. Or, without the inspiration I receive from residents and staff of the senior facility where I live.

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Saving Lives

My wife was a nurse. She trained at LA County USC Medical Center, the same place where I began my internship as a physician. Because of her career, I was always respectful of nurses but not fully aware of how valuable they really are.

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Kudos to Nurses

When I completed high school in 1965, three career options awaited me: secretary, nurse, teacher. I had the skills for the first, having spent the summer I turned twelve taking typing and shorthand at a business school, but I lacked interest in the job. My fear of blood and needles eliminated nursing from my future. Thus, I became a teacher—a profession that fulfilled me for more than four decades.

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January More Voices: Nursing

Dear readers,

When I was thirty years old and in my first year of medical school, I came down with symptoms–extreme thirst and frequent urination–that turned out to be type 1 diabetes, formerly known as juvenile onset. My body wasn’t producing any insulin, and I was hospitalized.

During my five-day stay, I had to make some adjustments and learn a few things. The biggest adjustment was this: I had to accept that without insulin injections, I would die and that unless I controlled my blood sugar well, I could suffer all kinds of serious complications from diabetes–and then die.

The

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