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Andres F. Diaz

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The Pole Vaulter

I found my father’s training notebook on his nightstand.

At first, it reads like data. Dates on the left. Heights on the right. The record of his jumps, measured carefully, almost clinically. March, May, June, July, and so on. Page after page.

Then, the pattern shifts.

There are stretches where the entries thin out, then stop altogether. Blank pages. And then, suddenly, they return. New dates, new numbers, written with the same deliberate hand, as if nothing had been interrupted.

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Measured in Days

When I left home for medical training, I knew distance would be hard, but I didn’t understand how distance could change time itself. As a medical student, my schedule is packed tight, and traveling home has become a kind of emotional arithmetic: three visits a year, maybe four if I’m lucky, each only a handful of days. Somewhere along the way, my time with my mother stopped being measured in years and became measured in holidays, long weekends and whatever small windows my training allows.

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