Sandra Miller
My left hand is an idiot.
I don’t think it can save me.
Deep in my brain, the old twine of brittle DNA,
the sparks of my memory and blasted circuits,
fizz and fray.
The spiral staircase twists, leading nowhere.
They say learn something new
so I rouse the dormant piano and try to
find the stretch, learn the reach
but my left hand bangs out sour notes and
my right hand, my anchor, derails in dismay.
She haunts me, she follows me, she plucks at my sleeve …
I won’t turn and look
at her chickadee eyes and empty-gourd head,
fumbling at spoons, hair gone askew.